my life. is. worthless.

i feel like dying everyday.
my wish everytime i get into the car
is that we get into a crash and i die.
Thats what i want sadly.
its gotten to that point.
where i cant even stand my existence.
i fight daily with my mom
im losing my friends one by one,
not only that but my mom is sending to juvie after i finsish high school. I know no one cares but its something to say
im turning hopeless.
my heart aches everyday
my mind doesnt even want to work
the only time im happy is at school and its coming to a point where i dont even want to do that.
Yet, im not going to give in just yet. I have time,
if you can say that much.
Im going to fight a little more for now, no matter what people throw at me.
I'm just going to take it.
No point in dying just yet, i guess i have a whole life to live.