Do people realize when they have stung your heart?
Your breath is no longer a silent whisper in the air but a loud harsh wheeze
your heart no longer goes thud thud thud but a fast paced thuuuuuuud.
one insistent beat that wont stop.
You dont realize how much it would have hurt you til it did.
Your feelings your memories your life seems to shake and shatter
in this one instnat
and there is nothing you can do to stop it.
SO you try to fix yourself
losing piece after piece while trying.
Does your strength ever return?
Does your heart ever heal?
Truth is it never completely heals...
just numbs over
trying to forget those memories
to forget that person.
Your in remorse and though you dont know what you did wrong...
you blame yourself everyday.
Why does it hurt so bad?
Its because you dont know what you have until you lose it.
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